Late Night
It’s almost two in the morning and I’m wide awake listening to Usher Here I Stand. It’s a powerful song. Wondering when I’ll meet her. I know thay say that you have to be patience for it’s a virture but damn I didn’t know it would be his long. Two years and counting since the last relationship. Yea a few introduced themselves but they just wanted what was in my jeans or were already in relatioships already. Yea I thought it was cute at first untill the drama came with it. When you have females call you names when they never hear you side of the story. Kind of does something to you and makes you doubt if your worthy of love. Had to exscape for awhile.. reevaluate the so call friends I had…cleared the clutter…Now I’m sitting here thinking when it will be my time…My peers I grew up with are in committed 2 to 3 years relationships, some engadge with kids and here I am up alone listenting to love music..I want the late night talks with that one who is also you bestfriend but I just don’t want to give myself all over again just to be disappointed again. I have better luck meeting her in a romance novel. Yea I know one must wait I’m just missing that feeling of someone holding you through the night.
