Bad Dream Again
I don’t what’s up with me and these dreams. It starts off fine, my bestie and I are sitting in the gym surround by Lgbt fam. I’m sitting next to a stud on my right and marvey(my first crush in college) is on the other side of her. So I’m assuming the game is already starting. Don’t really know what happend. So I was going thru my phone and then the stud tells me marvey had something to ask me. She then passes me her phone and ask if I call her last night. I say no I’ve change my number and I’m now I’m offended. The stud goes someone called her last night and her girlfriend, which by the way is in her lap wanted to know if it was me. I dont believe I noticed her there. Anywhoo it turns violents it gets violent the stud starts talking to me in a rude way. saying that i heard that that was’t even good. Next thing I know they’re grabbing me in all different places including private parts it was like an ambush. I tell them to stop..I dont know how I got I my my bestie helped me out. I am now running through hallways that looks like the one in that movie blind. Now men are chasing me and one is tall and build with tats and a leathe vest..can’t really remember what the others looked like..I reach outside and I ended seeing my advisor for when I was in sga..my friend and I tell her what is happeningand my friend goes i thought when i came to this small school it wasn’t going to be drama..next thing i know I’m running back down the hallway I see him and I hide behind a lady a pull her in the bathroom. She was in medical attire. She is fussin about how she always picked when someone is running from something. the bathroom door gets lock..He is now banging on the door saying he’s going to get me..she says I’m fine he’s not and we hide in a bathroom stall..We see him coming so we duck and I lift my feet of the ground.. He leaves and she says see. I notice a figure walking outside by the windows.. He stops to where we are and throws a object breaking it, I run and as I make a left out the door I wake up…I believe if you die in your dream you die in real life.
Some of the things tho that happened were from real life like the girlfriend thing. Some girl asked me if her and her ex girlfriend were still talking. okay so like one night during homecoming there was this party..I got extremely wasted. Couldn’t tell you most of the stuff that happened that night. Anywhoo somehow her girlfriend at the time and I kissed so I was told and I dont even remember. It’s sad because I really dont. So being that I attend a small college it got around to her. My friend said the girlfriend kept asking questions about me like where I stayed and how I was talking to..random things. She finds me on facebook and adds me and she tells me she cant stop thinking about me..blah blah blah.anyway …they broke up I ended up getting called all types of whatever around school but not to my face…they ened getting back together.. I had deneid it at first when she asked because i didnt want to hur her feelings.. but I did ended up telling her that It meant nothing and that Iwas drunk..she goes people do things that they wanted to do when they are drunk..anywhoo…long story short they end up back together which i’m happy for… Now the second thing about the touching I went with this girl her boyfriend and a friend at the time who liked me we were all suppose to go skating at the time…by the time we travel to the nearst ice skating place it was closed…we ened up calling it a night and getting a hotel room.I was rolling up blunts and we were smoking.(that’s all that we were going to do) somehow they thought they were going to get some ass.i told em hell no i dont know how you thought that shit.. i laugh .and then it turned violent..i was threatened and called out of my name..needless to say I had to file some paperwork with the police… or this dream could be in reference when i had got taken advantage of. my roommate and her friend asked me if i wanted to go smoking and dringking with her. we has just gotten back from spring break. i was gone taking shots and smoking from the bong.the last thing i remeber is up taking shots in the kitchen..next thing i know I woke up in my best friends bed.. found out that my roommated ended up letting some dude that we just meet that night have sex with me.. bestie said when she went to pick me up i had on dude clothes and i didnt want no one to touch me especially when they tried to wash me…I was mad cuase cause my roommate knew i didnt talk to females and then i got depressed… my girlfriend at the time wanted me to press charges but i felt it was my fault and I ened up dropping out my first year of college… So now as I write this I guess I am really fucked up
